Being A Mature Woman Is Not That Easy #latepost

Here i am. Lying on my bed with my cellphones and laptop. Considering what just happened today. I had a hectic classes today from grade 6 until grade 9. They almost made me crazy. I must shouting all the time, during my music classes.  My throat also itchy today. My mood is not so good today. I just kept my mouth closed and it will be opened if needed. I was looked for my boyfriend, but he had no news. Just on 10 p.m he texted me to give a report that he already arrive at home. I don’t even know why my mood is so bad until i write this story.

The first case is about my students. 

The second is I just think about why my boyfie didn’t come to my house whereas he was in the same area with me. I estimated that he finished his training at BI on 5 p.m, so he must be had time to go my house two days ago. Again, I must know that he was tired, so i cannot force him to meet me.Ok ok..

The third case is he cannot come to my house on this Saturday. Oh, come on. I don’t know what must I do on Saturday. I just need short holiday. I wanna go to some place out from Jakarta. Again, i must know that he has some jobs at office, so i cannot force him to meet me. Ok ok..

The last case is he was turned off his cell-phone immediately after i close our conversation and  the reality is i cannot continue our conversation because i just wanna cry. Again, I must know that he need a rest tonight because he is tired, so i cannot force him to accompany me tonight. J

The conclusions are being a mature woman is not that easy. I must make a priority scale. For whom that i will give my time, is that for my job, my family, friends, or my boyfriend? No one that busy, it is all about priority.

Being a mature woman is not that simple. We must keep our behavior, so that our spouse can choose wisely to stay with us or not.

Being a mature woman is not easy. I must have two faces. I must laugh and cry on the same day. In the morning I can laugh out loud until my face becomes red and at the night I can cry until my eyes look swollen. The woman who laughs and talks a lot and seems very happy is also the woman who may cry herself to sleep.