Journey Of My Life

How long I can wake up and move to other step without facing my past
I feel it's so hard to walk through this storm.
Many days I've spent with this pain
No one now what I feel
and I don't want they are know, because I know they won't understand
I hope there's a rainbow after my stormy days
I hope I can fight this life, harder
But, I see my skies are grey
No hope
No happiness there
How I should leave this distress
How I should treating my wounds
I wanna falling from my darkness 
To a place I don't know
Everything's moving with no place to go
I feel so alone and scared
Never did I want to feel like this,
When the answer lies with the slit of the wrist
My mind is racing to find another solution
Before it's too late and I'm just an illusion.
No one knows how I really feel
I just want him to hold me and help me heal
As I fall, I feel the rain
I begin to think that may be he isn't the key to ease my pain



Daddy, tonight I miss you :)
Mv